JustMe
hey everyone,
i'm mara , i'm 18 years old and i love photographie, art, movies, music and just chilling with my friends.
i live in holland for almost 9 years , but iwas born in russia.
if you want to know more, just ask me
xxxxmara
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Get weird
- 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes , cause its my boyfriend: P
- 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope
- 3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope
- 4. Is trust a big issue for you? yes
- 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? yes
- 6. What are you excited for? the birthday of my boyfriend(this saturday: )
- 7. What happened tonight? nothing. i just studying and then go to bed
- 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? yes
- 9. Is confidence cute? yes
- 10. What is the last beverage you had? pina colada
- 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 2
- 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? ???
- 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? party : P
- 14. What are you going to spend money on next?present for my boyfriend
- 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? yes
- 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? maybe
- 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? me best friend and me boyfriend
- 18. The last time you felt broken? a couple of months ago
- 19. Have you had sex today? nope
- 20. Are you starting to realize anything? what?
- 21. Are you in a good mood? yes
- 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? nooooooooo
- 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? nope
- 24. What do you want right this second? that all my homework and learning will be done, and that i could just chill out and dont stress
- 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? nothing...just dying inside
- 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? nope, my naturally hair color is brown. i have red hair now.
- 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? nope
- 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? my boyfriend: P he is very funny
- 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes
- 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? no
- 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no
- 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yes
- 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? no...
- 34. Listening to? what?
- 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yes
- 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? yes
- 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
- 38. Who did you last call? my boyfriend
- 39. Who was the last person you danced with? my boyfriend: P
- 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? because i love him
- 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? ehm>< like 6 months ago?
- 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? no...
- 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? yes
- 44. Do you tan in the nude? no
- 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no
- 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? not really
- 47. Who was the last person to call you? my boyfriend
- 48. Do you sing in the shower? no
- 49. Do you dance in the car?no
- 50. Ever used a bow and arrow?no
- 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?ehm>< i think..never: P
- 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes
- 53. Is Christmas stressful? a little
- 54. Ever eat a pierogi? yes i did.< kind of every day: P i;m russian
- 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? cherry pie
- 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? a teacher?
- 57. Do you believe in ghosts? yes
- 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? yes, often
- 59. Take a vitamin daily? no
- 60. Wear slippers? no
- 61. Wear a bath robe? no
- 62. What do you wear to bed? a pyjama trouses and t-shirt.
- 63. First concert? ali b: P
- 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Wal-Mart
- 65. Nike or Adidas? Nike
- 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Fritos
- 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seeds
- 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? none
- 69. Ever take dance lessons? no
- 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? chemicus.
- 71. Can you curl your tongue? no
- 72. Ever won a spelling bee? no
- 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yes
- 74. What is your favorite book? the hobbit by J.R.R Tolkien
- 75. Do you study better with or without music? without
- 76. Regularly burn incense? no
- 77. Ever been in love? yes
- 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Marilyn Manson
- 79. What was the last concert you saw? ali b><
- 80. Hot tea or cold tea?cold tea
- 81. Tea or coffee? tea and coffee><
- 82. Favorite type of cookie? chocolate chip cookie
- 83. Can you swim well? yes
- 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes
- 85. Are you patient? yes
- 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? band
- 87. Ever won a contest? no
- 88. Ever have plastic surgery? no
- 89. Which are better black or green olives? none
- 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? everyone has to do what he/she wants
- 91. Best room for a fireplace? the livingroom
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Love
Love is stressfull,sometimes even painful, but you can’t without it. When you love someone, you always want to be near him/her.
I love someone..
I just can’t be a day without him. I can’t live a day , if i didn’t had one sms from him. If i didn’t hear his beautiful voice. I need him like air to breath.
I just hope, he knows that. I hope he wants and needs me too. Cause i’m sure, I can’t live further without him.
I love you angel
29-3-2012
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I’m Fucked
So..tomorrow I have two exams: French and Politics(MAW). The truth is ; I didn’t do shit for this two classes the whole semester. That’s why I’m fucked. Of-course I could had done something about it, a week ago, but then I was watching movies, chill out, and do nothing on tumblr. Fuck! No the last day,(well..the last few hours) I sit here, and try to learn something…
Please wish me luck. i will be proud with a C+…just not fail this tests..again..
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Colourless Rainbow: You know those times when you have an essay due but you really don’t...
You know those times when you have an essay due but you really don’t like the topic and you really don’t want to write it, so you leave it to the last minute, in the hope that the pressure of a deadline will make you at least put SOMETHING on paper?
Well, I know from experience, that it does NOT…
You know, I never read blogs and that kind of shit, but I really liked yours. So I have read your whole story, and guess what; I have the same problem. The thing is: my German teacher is a women, and she is a real bitch! I just can’t stand her. She is not only very boring and always have to pick me, she also can’t teach! She makes mistakes in her own language! And every test, she make a mistake, and then the whole class just sits there, and don’t get anything, and then she is mad at us! And if I or someone else say: I don’t understand it, can you explain it one more time. The answer is: I HAVE EXPLAINED IT! SO WHY ARE YOU NOT LISTENING. So, the next time, if you don’t get something, you wont even try to ask. Just because she is a bitch! And I hate her so much. I hate it when she smiles, I hate it when she speak to me, I hate it when she ask me something. I just hate her! I like Germany, and German language, I like German people(except from her), but I can’t learn to speak normal German, if I have her as teacher. So that’s sucks.
About your essay… 400 words is not much, just do this: write the whole essay in english, then go to google translater and translate it in German. Then read it over again and try to find the mistakes the machine has made. Correct them. And your done! Thats how I do it. I do it for German and French. It gonna spear you some work and it is almost always enough for a C+ :P
So, cheer up and everything is gonna be ok! When your done with your school, you will never see that motherfucker again:)
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I’m tired of all these dumb ass girls posting about how fat they are . That is seriously thats all on my dashboard . Well you know what ? If you think you’re fat &nd don’t like it than do something about it ! Fxcking cunts , instead of bxtching about it on the internet . Everyone is beautiful in their own way &nd if you can’t see that &nd you think you need to be skinny as fxck just to feel pretty , then go jump off a bridge -__-
It’s a little far to say: go jump of a bridge..but i think people who are not happy with there body, should do something about it.. So, if someone thinks he/she is fat? Why complaining about it? Go do something about it! Like..sport and exercising! It really works… And sitting on your ass behind your computer and just eating much sugar and other unhealthy stuff..makes you more and more fat:) So people who thinks they are fat, stop complaining and do some exercising!
What i hate the most people who say: yes, i know i’m fat, but i can’t do anything about it..bullshit..you can!
And ofcourse everyone is beautiful in there own way, but if someone isn’t happy with his/hers body.. only he/she can change it!
xxxMar
(Source: kittcrusher)
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Yeah I know , I am the Stupid One For Caring About People Who Didnt Give a Shit About me And Hurt me again Over and again! There No One There Wipe my Tears And Hug me When I Need it . There Is ONLY people Who Always Use me And Throw me Behind , FUCK IT.
Someday you will find the one best friend, who will hug you when you need it, who will be there for you when you are alone, who will love you until he/she dies. Trust me:) Someday it gonna be oke:) It just sucks right now, when you don’t have that person. But you know what. see it this way: You are that person who gives about others, and you are that person who someone can trust. So..you are a good person…. thats something:)
And I don’t know you…I just hope..that after reading this, you will be a lit happier
xxMar
(Source: mei-san)
